collection of my status on fb, each n every line has its own feel which connects to my llife...:)

I just thought to share all my status on fb here, few were written angrily n few to share my feelings and few to tell the people how much they mean to me. 

1.      i felt happpieee :) wen u wer beside me holding my hand at each n every moment, now ua memories are giving me ua presence...:):):) 
2. i may not give u the word bt i can strive to keep it till iam there..:):)
3.  in the beginning my world was with ful of colurs such that i didnt evn knwn the diff evry thing seemed to b colr of joy n happines n now each and every colour is so distinct having wide variations...:)
4.  at timz i hold on it doesn't mean that i'm lost...i hold my care in my ♥♥...waiting for ua eyes lo locate it,bt....its seen as tears....missing ...:( :(
5.  i thougt memories would console me for ma missin care+concern+friendshp+.......but memories do hurt a lot than missing...:(:(
6.  smetimz it feels lik d thngs are nva gone chang bt then you luk bak n realiz nva b the same..."MISSING"....most commonest part of life :(
7.  at timz we neva understand the lov n care ...aftr itz gone we search 4 it :):):)
8.   its betr to b away than being artificial to the one you like the most...:(:(
9.  PeOplE ThNk its holding on makes u stronger bt i feel its letting go gives a smile :):)
10.  at timz i move away y i donno....wen i ask t reason for ma self it says that jz to b mre wit u...:):)
11.  sMile N TeArz together R VrY rare ...if haPnS Ten Smile would be coz of t one who lovs u n Tears 4 t one whom u lov...
12. wen i waz far frm u , had lotz of time to spend on n shared a lot ..now that u r near the distance decreased n evn t time ...magical moments of ma lifzzz:(
13.  wen my eyes r wet fr u for t fst tim i didnt understood ...bt nw its hurting to accept thOz wet eyz forever...i neva want tat to happen..
14.  The BeSt MsG i Ever read ....If u feel lik all the doors r clzd fr us, ten remember that the closed doors are not locked alwayz...
15. i felt every smal thing was grt wen i shared wit u..n now its the time to see the biggest thing once to b a little one ...n both t biggest n littl thing r heard from you...i may regret the fst bt not the second...n u even...
16.  once t letters of ma name presented oua togetherness n willing t sam to be ever wiil that happen???? ...my DESTINY knows:(
17.  Is the mistake mine who longed for FRIENDSHIP r,is the mistake is of "frienship" which made us together or,is the mistake is of GOD who was t reason for oua friendship...or is t mistake of DESTINY which is playing this way .....too many options confusing mee.....unable to xplain:(:(:(
18.  heart full of tears and a state of felicity on t face could b the most hurting one!!!!
19.  words ,emotions feelings.........hard to hold n hard to express!!!! n even mre hard to know them...
20.  wen someONE doesnt know the true meaning....then GETTING or GIVING doesnt b to the fullest...WAT EVA that may be life even..