Thursday 4 August 2011

the unwrapped gift of my life...

Good Evening !!!
Today's post is a outcome of the experience. I thought to share with you at this cool time when the droplets falling through the glass of my windows, which evoked the previous reminiscences.
Everyone will be blissed when we receive gifts from our near & dear, few of those touches our hearts and become the pridest possessions, what ever it could be either the person or the things, they are just the collection of memories. Let me tell you about the gift which I've received from the MIGHTY and do you know!! the gift was friendship wrapped with broken trust, broken hearts, misunderstandings, hatred etc..which melted the the beautiful gift "friendship" inside. I was lucky to know the gift inside the box was friendship but i am really unlucky at the same time 'coz i was blind to know that it was packed differently, May be the excitement & the happiness of getting the gift made me blind. To gain that friendship i lost myself and in the process of gaining that i learnt "life".
when i started wrapping the biggest gift that changed my life, my well wishers told not to open it., but i haven't listened to them, i thought i could unwrap it with my love , care, concerns but i was defeated by hatred, gossips & ego's ....but this was the only defeat which made me happy. The simple conversation between two people just for fun or to pass time becomes a curse to others. i always remember the words of my teacher " low people gossip and talk about the people ". Gossipping may be fun to the one who gossip but it effects in such a way that one's heart completely breaks and we can never get back the lost trust and belief, even the showering eyes cant change the situation. The truth can never be hidden & the lie comforted with love cant hide too longer, same thing happened with me. How can we gossip about the one who are our world. The first and foremost thing is to have is trust and belief, if that is melted iam sure we can gain it again.
The pain when we hear that our near ones gossip about us can never be explained. I tried to unwrap the beautiful gift by then i’ve knowm that the friendship inside was melted and can never made complete. I am defeated but that defeat taught me the life, relationships and even the strength of gosspis and ego and their efffects.
Whats the use of heart
when our heart gets broken
Whats the point of feeling                                  
when some one hates you for that
Whats the use of speech
if you can never speak to me
Whats the use of friendship
when someone doesnt deserve it.