The Journey...meaningful shortfilm!!

Becoming a stranger...!!

Hello visitors!!

Have you ever experienced how it feels to wait for someone who can never be our’s. Just for a second, give a try with me. What if person is pushed to live with such a feel, what if he/she is left with no option other than getting rid of that person whom we like the most and also we cannot throw that feeling away from the heart.

   Remembering that one person each and every day, each second, trying to forget them is like wishing to have chilled water in a desert. At the beginning everybody seems to be special, but only few will remain special till the last sight and that one special person at times becomes the reason for tears in eyes, and those are the tears which are very special. It is hard to fly when something weighs us down, but then to we try to fly leaving everything behind just by hurting ourselves.

Unspoken words, things which are unexplained, trying to understand the silence of that one person, everything seems to be clumsy, we never understand what one feels at that point of time, we feel that the most known, the person who was very near to our heart all of a sudden becomes a stranger. The love for us in their eyes seems to be hatred for us. Our ego wins over love…little correction here, we do make our ego win to let them go, but in the layers of heart we always wish if any magic could happen and so we can stay with that person.

 We reach to a situation where we cannot share our pain with other except the one whom we try to get rid of; I always heard that the one who can hurt us is the only person who can make us smile after. But the truth is that that feeling is never explained it always dissolves in the rain which drops from the eyes. Our heart skips a beat when we heard about them from others, coz once we were too close!!

          May be my pen never stops if I go on write about this, we always get scared to be attached to others coz one day we may again break. So never give someone the satisfaction of watching you suffer. Don’t feel if you ever become a stranger to your loved ones, not only hatred but undefinable amount of love and liking also makes you a stranger. People need to understand that there is only one antidote to the above problem is that moving on!!!

Embrace your happiness!!

Anu loves you all dil se !!

Those wet eyes mean a lot

We entered to the beautiful world unaware of things to be done, to be achieved, to overcome hardships, to make our lives beautiful. we started our journey, met many people around but only few leave their footprints in our hearts.

Those were the days, we hate going to school and those wet eyes, the hated Monday mornings. At that time, we don’t know that one day we will cry to leave the place where we studied. See how life changes, we cry in childhood to go to a place where life starts and in adolescence, we cry to leave the place, from where we go to achieve our dreams.

Everyone has a word ‘someday’ in their dairy, even we used to write that someday will be great, some day will make everyone happy, someday will be big, successful, will be the reason for someone’s happiness, some day will be the possession to my girl/boy, also ‘time’ had the word some day. 'Some day will make you all cry', it succeeded, it made our eyes wet, our memories made us cry and till the date, they have the same power to make us cry and also to make us happy at the same time.

Getting back to the days, where everyone was new to us, unknowing each other. As, the time passed relations developed. Unforgettable memories were filled. College is the only place where you live as U' wish. Coming late to the class, Eating lunch boxes in the middle of the class, booking friend of ours while eating, imitating lecturers, fun and masti, lengthy assignments, last minute submissions, one day batting before exam, the only book we know-spectrum series, copying in the examination hall, texting by sitting in corners, yawing in class due to night talks, writing many letters to our HOD,  must attendance in canteen rather than classes, enjoying in events- electrosparx, Where can we do all these things except in our college.

Laughing by seeing others without any reason, late night discussions, where phone will be the biggest thing that ever needed, insufficient balance and batteries, even thought trying to contact. Searching for the contact of others by all the means, every silly thing is utmost cared and given importance, bunking the classes and finally one day we all leave the college.

‘FAREWELL’ that one evening gave us no. of memories, where our eyes shower by remembering them.

Doesn’t that wet eye mean a lot?? Undoubtedly answer is yes from every student.

When we swim in these thoughts one thing which always hits in our mind is “life mein bhi filmo jaise honge tho kitne kubsoorat honge..” but that’s life not a movie, where favourite song rings when we see our friends :) and favourite gal/boy :p

Does these days gonna come back..!! May be not forever, but at least relive with memories just for a while, little remembrance is needed; pick up your phone call everyone who crosses you heart. If you miss them just express it, who knows one day you may not get the chance to express. Don’t hold your love just express..!!

Value your relations, leading a mechanical life, achieving big things is not just enough, achieve little place for you in others heart. Leave your ego's if any and see your heart will fly with happiness. Be the reason for some ones happiness..:)


Miss you all..!! :(

Remembering and recollecting all the sweet memories of our college and FAREWELL after a year.

Connections are made with heart...

Good evening visitors!!

Anu is back again to make you experience new feels.
Have you ever tried to know why does a gap takes place between the relations, in the search i known few things that even too much of love or liking also builds the distance.
 “you can't talk with someone for years,everyday and still it wont mean as much as what you have, yet sometimes you feel your words get communicated,your heart calls them”,the distance is only about being away from eyes but not from the hearts.

It's about a boy and girl,who built a gap for themselves....

That boy and girl..., 
       They fight about lot of things, but they love to fight upon. They both say that they hate each other, but only their heart's know the true. They say that they don't like each other, but hopes that the other one is lying. She is a poet, his friendship is the essence in her poems.

   They are completely different but they are perfect in understanding each other. She is aware that he wants to fight with her, just a simple smile of her terminates his thought. He ever wants to look silently into her sparkling eyes and she communicates with her eyes silently, which reaches his heart. So many things are left discussed between them only in words but not in the language of heart's. She knows how fragile his heart is and manages to quite him. He tunes for the rhythm of her heart.
            In spite of being together, they stay away because they like each other than anything else. They know that one day they become “just friends”. The idea of being away strangles him, but he likes the hurting, just to see her smile and she quites her heart to see him smiling. She knows the inner feelings that he can't leave her, but bears the pain of being away with unseen tears. In dreams both see each other but when the eyes get open everything vanishes.
 The worst fear is "now you are with me, but what would be if it is forever?" He tries to be happy by wearing a fake smile, but she knows the pain inside. Everywhere they go, they miss each other but still maintains a gap...
              She smiles when he leaves her....
                    do you think, she really likes it!!
                       she is dying inside to make him happy.
              He hates her.....
                   do you think he really likes it!!
                   his soul melts inside just to stop tears from her eyes!!
And the reason to be away is unknown, because connections are made with heart not the mighty brain.
 When a loved one walks away....
you may not say a word but your heart says
  “Now that you are gone am ALONE”
being together is the beautiful thing in the world, eating a pizza alone is simple but sharing a pizza is beautiful. Stay together stay Happy...
walking alone in a beach makes you feel dry, walking together makes you happy. Anu loves you all dil se...goodnight for today...see you all soon again!!

ye dil ko kya hota hae..

Good Evening visitors!!
smile on your face tells that you are quite cool at this moment, if not widen your lips because it's only thing that sets you free!!
    Today's post is a blend of various feelings. Days are passing as if i ran when my maths teacher was behind me when i never known the formula's of happiness and sadness, but i don't know who is that maths teacher behind the “days”, let me expect, could that be destiny?? No No, or is it we people who make it run fast, not exactly but its just the magic that our heart does with us, how crazy am i to think that days are running fast.
    When i stay with my loved ones i feel time is running fast, but when i do the things which i hate then i count the minutes and hours. My heart always expects to be with one i like, to go on and to wait for the beautiful moments, i feel that the time of wait are the best moments of mine, but later when that wait changes to reality, i feel oh it happened. I always think why cant i be more happier.
Most precious things turns to just things, i share my weird feelings but why not the reason behind it, when i need to say the reason i just skip saying that “ i just don't know why do i feel so”, but i realised that, there is a little truth behind “i don't know”, a fear to reveal it.
    Every smile hides some pain, wow i gave beautiful makeup on my face to hide my pain. I became the designer of my life. Revelations and deep secrets are its assets, which my heart never looses. When i coordinate my mind on all these kind of thoughts i just feel “ ye dil ko kya hota hae..”
Have you ever felt this way, if so share it.
Anu is signing off with lots of love for you <3