Friday 30 December 2011

ye dil ko kya hota hae..

Good Evening visitors!!
smile on your face tells that you are quite cool at this moment, if not widen your lips because it's only thing that sets you free!!
    Today's post is a blend of various feelings. Days are passing as if i ran when my maths teacher was behind me when i never known the formula's of happiness and sadness, but i don't know who is that maths teacher behind the “days”, let me expect, could that be destiny?? No No, or is it we people who make it run fast, not exactly but its just the magic that our heart does with us, how crazy am i to think that days are running fast.
    When i stay with my loved ones i feel time is running fast, but when i do the things which i hate then i count the minutes and hours. My heart always expects to be with one i like, to go on and to wait for the beautiful moments, i feel that the time of wait are the best moments of mine, but later when that wait changes to reality, i feel oh it happened. I always think why cant i be more happier.
Most precious things turns to just things, i share my weird feelings but why not the reason behind it, when i need to say the reason i just skip saying that “ i just don't know why do i feel so”, but i realised that, there is a little truth behind “i don't know”, a fear to reveal it.
    Every smile hides some pain, wow i gave beautiful makeup on my face to hide my pain. I became the designer of my life. Revelations and deep secrets are its assets, which my heart never looses. When i coordinate my mind on all these kind of thoughts i just feel “ ye dil ko kya hota hae..”
Have you ever felt this way, if so share it.
Anu is signing off with lots of love for you <3

Monday 24 October 2011

She too deserves a life!!!

I always heard from my mom that everyone deserves life, but now i cant get the answer why girls are excluded these days?? Running for answers one can give many, but are they more than a life ??
I never think that would be true , i always believe that life is most valuable. And you ?
A women is special in her own way!!
>she is strong enough to carry the weight of world on her shoulders yet so gentle to give give comfort.
>she is capable to manage felicity on her face even in hard times, and goes on when everyone gives up.
>she is sensitive in loving her children, facing many regrets from her babies, takes care of her family though in sickness and fatigue.
>she is full of wisdom &filled with un emptied love for every one in her life.
>she gives life makes them complete, but will never gets tired of the pain involved in it. She is the driving power, the natures secret, & gods wonderful gift.
Yet she is incomplete with others in her life......
But she is being killed these days in the name of “female infanticide”, she is deserved as a wife, a mother, a sister, even a girlfriend but why not a daughter??
Sex Selective Abortion”----who is gonna stop this???
The technocrats who discovered the ultrasound techniques wouldn’t have discovered this if the situation was guessed before.
Anu is signing off with questions for you today!!!
Think about them...atleast for a single minute may save one life!!

  • Is technology for comfort or for killing ??
  • Is it humane to kill the child based on sex prediction??
Being the mother how can one kill her own baby??---hear the hidden whispers!!
Deserving a woman is not only needed but also protecting them makes a sense.
Say NO to sex selective abortions, don't let your child be an orphan when you are alive enjoying the pleasures.
I believe everyone has a little heart just knock it!!

anusha bura

Wednesday 12 October 2011

He is famous by his face, but unknown by his name "Che Guevara"

What do u do in a system where almost anyone with power is corrupt? hmm., actually a system where one makes the other corrupt. 
    Simply going on leaving behind all the things saying that they are least cared !!! Get your works done by bribing, accepting the things as they are, is this the real tribute to pay for the Nation??       
  When we move on to one's personal life, we never accept the things as they are with us ,we stand back to fight for our freedom, whatever could be.!!
Don't you agree with this??       
Then support my questions with your answers?? 

* Do you leave your career as a part of destiny with out working for it?? 

* Can you let go your love easily?? Don't you make an attempt to ameliorate the worst situations. 

   Then why only in case of social life, why cant the change take the shape of a tree from the seed, as in case of personal life?? 
  
  Hard to accept!!! I am sure 90% will be against this, to bring the change, to make a revolution, to see things change,as if it clinches off the so called happy yet comfortable life. Few make it, they attract only by the gesture's of revolutionist or great men!!! But hidden truth is that they are completely unaware of the past, this kind of passion has just ended up using it for the fashionable world, a tattoo or a print on the t-shirts or for some other odd things, mostly a best display pix on the fb or social networking sites.              
----fb,twitter now a days has become the O2 with out which there is no scope of existence!!!----  


  Among the rest 10% who doesn't fall on the list as above stated.....Che Guevara was the one who fought for the rights, made a revolution and became the most criticized and as well as admired and role model for many youngsters!!   
> He was an Argentine Marxist revolutionary, physician, author, intellectual, diplomat & military theorist.
>he thought only world revolution could end the results of capitalism monopolism and imperialism.
> Time magazine named him as one of the most influential people of 20th century 
    
   ---coin has two sides..fame gives criticisms and also space in many hearts, optimism & pessimism can be seen together for a particular person----
    
Many of you might have seen the portrait but answer truly how many of you really know his name at the first sight of picture??           
---Hey this is not a examination n am not gonna provide you all answer sheets or award marks for it..its just a casual question which makes sense---- 
   
Power is not an apple to falls from tree into your lap,power has to be snatched from "people" who already have it---"CHE"         
    ----people implies who are unfit to rule the country--- 
 Every revolutionist is a common man, revolution word gets us back to CHE.,may be this was the reason why CHETAN ji gave a space to CHE in his new release. I may not tell you all to revolt but when we get use the things or portraits just know few facts about them, be the technocrats not the end users, make a sense, don't go blindly.
        "It is better to die standing than to live on your knees"
      "Let me say at the risk of seeming ridiculous that the true         revolutionary is guided by great feelings of love-Che Guevara


anu signing off
have a great evening :)  

Tuesday 4 October 2011

It's the way, how i hold you...!!

Good morning visitors!!
  
     Apart from my post today, i wanna wish my dearest friend on birthday who means a lot to me. Who was with me in every aspect, and who told the meaning of real happiness to me. Happy birthday !!! May all your dreams come true.


Today's post is an experiment with different kinds of feelings hope you all will like it.

The lie has become the part of my life
I am playing this game since i saw u
acting like u r least cared &
it doesn't even hurt me each time i think about you.


Ignoring the voice of my heart,
the dreams & picture in my eyes,
 i pretend to smile as if i buried all my feelings under the sands of hatred.


Spending each and every moment with memories of you,
but hiding it with the feeling of hatred
I pretend as if i don't need you, but it pains like hell wen i do it
I shout at you, but my eyes speaks.


I never known that u'll notice all these,
but you did it,
wen u know this and still act as a stranger just to make my ego win.


Can my eyes hold the tears???
can my heart hold the love for you??


I can simply say "I need you idiot"

by 
anu...

Tuesday 27 September 2011

You can manage with a broken heart but not with a damaged one.

Does anything hit your mind at the first sight of this quotation??
     I had deep thoughts when i happened to read this one, there is a little truth hidden if we can probe into it, it gives the meaning of life and its importance.
    
    When we get hurt by our loved one then we say that "my heart is broken", it conveys that its just broken but not damaged, we can manage with it and gives the hope to live--**if  person is optimist.

   Managing things cant be equalized to enjoying them but they can be enjoyed if and only if given little importance to things which hurt us, when we know that a particular thing hurts a lot then why to hold on that, just let it go!!

    I know its not a simple task, but it is not impossible!!

We think that a broken heart gives the utmost pain but our little sense forgets that a damaged one hurts more, not only a single person but also all our loved ones. As said, if we have a strong determination a broken heart can be remodeled but if its a damaged heart which costs a life cant be brought back, life once lost will not be gained, a broken heart pains oneself but a life lost effects the euphoria of everyone.

   The one who can enjoy with a broken heart and manage things could be the most efficient person who can handle every worst situation of life. Are you such ?? If not TRY to be.....!!!

  You will never get a second chance to live the life, enjoy it, life hoo tho aise, move on!! cherish your life :)

anu loves you all dil se....
signing off for today with the memories of my friends "miss you all"
have a great day!!


Sunday 11 September 2011

Nostalgia

When
The school reopened in June,
And we settled in our new desks and
benches!

When we queued up in book depot,
And got our new books and notes!

When we wanted two Sundays and no Mondays,

Yet managed to line up daily for the
morning prayers.

We learnt writing with slates and pencils,
and

Progressed To fountain pens and ball

pens and then Micro tips!

When we began drawing with crayons
and evolved to

Color pencils and finally sketch pens!

When we started calculating

first with tables and then with

Clarke's tables and advanced to

Calculators and computers!

When we chased one another in the

corridors in Intervals, and returned to the
classrooms

Drenched in sweat!

When we had lunch in classrooms,
corridors,

Playgrounds,

under the trees and even in cycle sheds!

When all the colors in the world,

Decorated the campus on the Second
Saturdays!

When a single P.T. period in the week's
Time Table,

Was awaited more eagerly than the
monsoons!

When cricket was played with writing
pads as bats,

And Neckties and socks rolled into balls!

When few played

"kabadi" and "Kho-Kho" in scorching sun,

While others simply played

"book cricket" in the

Confines of classroom!

Of fights but no conspiracies,

Of Competitions but seldom jealousy!

When we used to

watch Live Cricket telecast,

In the opposite house in Intervals and
Lunch breaks!

When few rushed at 3:45 to

"Conquer" window seats in our School
bus!

While few others had "Big Fun",
"peppermint",

"kulfi", " milk ice !" and "sharbat !" at 4o
Clock!

Gone are the days

Of Sports Day,

and the annual School Day ,

And the one-month long

preparations for them.

Gone are the days

Of the stressful Quarterly,

Half Yearly and Annual Exams, And the
most

enjoyed holidays after them!

Gone are the days

Of tenth and twelfth standards, when

We Spent almost the whole year writing
revision tests!

We learnt,

We enjoyed,

We played,

We won,

We lost,

We laughed,

We cried,

We fought,

We thought.

With so much fun in them, so many
friends,

So much experience, all this and more!

Gone are the days

When we used

to talk for hours with our friends!

Now we don't have time to say a 'Hi'!

Gone are the days

When we played games on the road!

Now we

Code on the road with laptop!


Gone are the days

When we saw stars

Shining at Night!

Now we see stars when our code doesn't

Work!


Gone are the days

When we sat to chat with Friends on
grounds!

Now we chat in chat rooms.....!


Gone are the days

Where we

studied just to pass!

Now we study to save our job!

Gone are the days

Where we had no money in our pockets
and still fun filled on our hearts!!

Now we have the atm as well as credit
card but with an empty heart!!

Gone are the days

Where we shouted on the road!

Now we don't shout even at home

Gone are the days

Where we got lectures from all!

Now we give lectures to all... like the one
I'm doing now....!!

Gone are the days

But not the memories, which will be

Lingering in our hearts for ever and ever

and  Ever and ever and ever .....

Gone are the Days.... But still there are lot

more Days to come in our Life!!

NO MATTER HOW BUSY YOU ARE ,

DONT FORGET TO

LIVE THE LIFE THAT STILL

EXISTS....

collected n posted,
anu

Sunday 4 September 2011

stiching the heart...is it easy to do???

hello visitors!!! I am back again with the world's most commenest feeling "hurt" today, one may not say "no" for the question " have you ever been hurted??"
Hurt always accompanies love...as far i feel...here "love" could be anykind may be brotherly love, family love or may be friendly love...the intensity of feeling remains same in each case..let me little brief " the above lines mean that tha pain depends on the way our relationship is decorated.,the way we are attached to each other.
know how is it possible to say i love u after hurting 


     As far we are together with one we like nothing creates gap but when we enter into the second phase of life then late meetings, delayed conversations hurts...but does it really hurts when we love someone truly?? think about it.

let me ask few questions which always relates the beautiful relations....first have answers in your mind later on you can judge about the relation .....but b sincere in answering let it be in your hear coz u need not to share ua answers ...


1. Have you ever waited for reunion after the break up?? atleast have you had any hope that you would be together one day??


2. Have you ever tried to know the truth/reason for your break up??


3. If you know the truth and are you willing to say that?? how does the situation changes if ans if yes??


4. Are you willing to learn from what happened earlier...then how would it effect your peace of mind??


Now lets make it more interesting by revealing the results......



Case 1:

   if your ans is "yes" then yours is a perfect relation with a little backdrop....thinking what could be the thing lacking...its nothing but ,u need to loose your "Ego". Instead of waiting y don't you approach.


  if "NO" - You feel the pain is more important than the person..but i say when you love someone truly he/she has the right to hurt you. think about it.


Case 2:

   if you try to know the reason...then no longer you will be away becoz..the "love' will be the first priority.


   if "no" then you are not dare enough to know that you may be wrong...you may be in such a state that you never wanna loose.....Remember winning and loosing is a part of game and achievements not in case of life and relationships.


Case 3:
   well when you know the truth and if you are wrong admit it n if ua partner is wrong then feel free to explain instead of complaining. Try this express ua missing and the way you long then it really works......**if tried whole heartedly


Case 4:
   if you are really willing to learn from the past...then i am sure yours will be the best relation and you can avoid conflicts....

  if "no" you never care for your mistakes and relations.
     Each and every question links to one another..be positive..have faith..express yourself..Pain is common in every relation but when pain given the top priority than what is the meaning of "being together" & "relationships". The person who loves you n cares fro you also has a right to hurt you...stich your heart and your love will erase the marks on the heart...
    Give a chance..but never take a chance to break ..instead make it!!!

with lots of love.....
anu signing off for today!!


Wishing you all a happy day & "happy birthday" to my best buddy ...

Sunday 21 August 2011

few situations teach many things ...even i learnt one such lesson...!!!

Good evening!!
today let me be something different ..the title might strike your mind at this second....what could be something different...well be patient to read the rest n ull find the ans...anyways to know few answers and to open the locked door key is very essential.
Let all of us be different for few mins. Firstly today's post is based on a simple yet a different thought....
It was raining heavily and the weather was too cool...my childhood days walked around the mind..but i can only be happy at the reminiscence of those moments coz days lost can be regained...hmm i was in my thoughts looking out from a small window how could i conquer the world...as am a girl need to reach my goals...am not successful yet..but Am in the race,one day Am sure you all will read that Am successful..that's how a simple diff thought matters....hmm let me continue and take you guys back to the actual theme and idea behind this post.....as i was looking out from a small window my mom rushed into the room and took me out for a visit to temple holding my hand as if i was a little girl...Am grown up....but not in the heart of my goddess...Am always a little girl to her..which makes me happy..not only me everyone of you.
Let me take the path ahead..well there in temple i offered my praying and when i was retuning back a small coloured box attracted me..hmm the child in me dominated me and i purchased the colored box...the box which made my post today!!!
soon after i reached home i twisted the colour box...as a result unique coloured box on each side got mixed up with all the colours...i started solving the puzzle with curiosity..the only intention in my mind was to reset it again as before..seconds minutes..hours slipped away but i couldn’t do it....i just holded it in my hand thinking how can i solve it??? after few seconds a thought hit my mind..even life is also the same...as time passes our puzzle(life,ambitions,goals) gets complicated...in the journey of solving the puzzle each time i twist it found a new combination same way each and everyday(same as a twist in case of box) results a new colour(happiness/sadness/achievement)
for each and every twist a new thought arises for the next combination same way the life also follows...someday when we keep trying the puzzle gets solved..we become the master of it..never be afraid to twist the life..think different the life puzzle gets solved easily....the idea of linking a small box with life may be humorous but if we can think out of the box it sounds different...at this moment i remember a add some thing which states that “socho jara hatke” ....so think different enjoy the life...that's all for today from anu...signing off...gud day buddies...
 

Saturday 20 August 2011

Introducing a guy to share lots of stuff with you buddies....

good evening visitors!!!!
    Its been two days i haven't posted anything in the blog..the two days being away from you seems to b a too long time.
 Firstly i extend my warm thanks to all of you as i have reached the number 2000 in my page views..is all becoz of my wonderful  blogger buddies..Ur interest makes me feel good to pen down more thoughts. Here i introduce a friend of mine, my brother, my new writing mate to all of you, his interest in sharing the views made me to introduce him here sharing my platform just to make best,..he is the one who inspired me for starting the blog. As heART of ART main agenda is sharing the heart felt feelings i took this step. Hope you all will enjoy the posts and keep sharing your feedback, Am gonna introduce a new link http://www.luckyreddy.co.cc/  which includes his writings ..,SRI is working as...Associtate Software engineer for Computer Sciences Corporation India Private Ltd..@Chennai hails from Warangal.. 
About Sri in his words....
    
    Me Srikanth reddy lukky reddy ..a guy wid heart full of emotions,thoughts..but if i keep that in my heart it's worth nothing so..in order to make sum1 somewhere across d globe..i took initiation to express my feelings..I'll always have a good feeling to make people realise the essence of short and sweet life..so came wid my articles....

Now coming to  My Sweet Sister Anu's 
  
   heART of ART blog i am so happy that she finally made it the most of her ideas, emotions, feelings. Some might be shocked of her talent...but i am not..it was on the cards sooner or later i thought..when came to know about her feelings..but really warm applauds for anu for being the part of such wonderful blog which touched heart of all..i believe....Awesome mind blowing..i wish her all the way thorough her life...she keeps posting such fantastic thought provoking quotes, posts mixed with all that is in real life of all......

  at the end of the day all i can say..ANU ..u  r Quite Quite a gal who defines a gal of surplus thoughts..that makes every1 realise what they need to b like if they aren't and what changes they  need to make if they aren't perfect....huff..need to learn more English to write about ANU..

regards,
anusha bura

Thursday 18 August 2011

why do i pen down my thoughts???

The truth of soul comes out in ones writings....so many words and feelings which someone found no place to speak,...n no courage to share,then the most efficient tool that supports is writing, which makes the soul free. Words can be as soft as possible or could be as harsh as possible, the immense feelings of heart take birth in the form of writings.
    Writings are but the sweet and true translation of heart's language and also the perfect imaginations. writings are the contents which heart pours out. well speaking of the other side of a coin, imagination also does the same thing as feelings, same as hearts language it could be well understood as language of dreams.....n many more can be added when one feels free to express. Imagination and feelings both are always in the race but the winner couldn't be judged. The person who expresses only knows the depth of words and also the sweet betrayal of the words used.
It feels damn good to say i can express and what about you....try to be!!!
 Anu signing off for today...

Monday 15 August 2011

PROUD TO BE AN INDIAN!!

HAPPY INDEPENDENCE DAY...
I thank each and every solider died to see the Independent INDIA....HAPPY INDEPENDENCE DAY

Sunday 14 August 2011

It's only a dream!!!

I toss and turn up,
Iam loosing sleep,
I wake up early and it repeats,
Iam always exhausted in search of u so that i lay on bed,
and when i close my eyes
thoughts fill my head &
dreams makes me mad.
The idea of being away from you strangles me,
I search everywhere in my dreamland,
I look at stars and gaze at moon and ask
Where are you my love???
I open my eyes and iam shocked by suprise,
You are my side holding my hand,
& i say I MISS YOU.
Hours go by...It's not what it seems...
My little heart wakes me telling that
   " IT'S ONLY A DREAM"

Friday 12 August 2011

♥♥♥love you bro ♥♥♥

When the moon disappears
        stars are there to glow...
iam lucky to hav bro's
 when journey breaks up..
        hope will move us forward..
when my eyes showers..
        i have your hand to wipe out..
when i feel all alone...
       my hearts wakes me up in the form of ur love 
Today's post is for all my sweet loving brother's.....
love u bhaiyaa
         A brother is forever, a bond that diminishes never, he is a friend who is kind and caring. you are always my best friend, looking out for me, making my way smooth. Even i search all the world i may not get the best brothers as i have for ever. Hoping this full moon days fills lot of happiness in our lives......huh!!  how can i say hoping coz it happens, that's the magic of our relation. Few lines for my brothers.....
  Here all to my brothers...
 from your little sister with all my love...
  the untold words from my hearts..                 
        this is what i like to say...

 I ALWAYS LOVE YOU....
        IN THE FORM OF MY CHILDISHNESS
I ALWAYS CARE FOR YOU
       WITH ALL MY HEART & SOUL
I AM ALWAYS AROUND YOU
       IN THE FROM OF MY WORDS
I NEVR GET DRIED IN THE GARDEN OF UR HEART
      COZ OF UA LOVE FOR ME
YOU ALWAYS LIFT ME UP 
      WITH YOUR WORDS
MILES MAY KEEP US APART..
 BUT I ALWAYS SAY ♥♥ I LOVE YOU  MY BROTHER ♥♥♥

Am lucky to have a brother like you. I may not be there with you,memories may shade but remember my love blossoms. HAPPY RAKSHA BHANDAN BRO...from loving and sweet sister ...

Sunday 7 August 2011

♥♥♥>>just for you buddies<<♥♥♥

A very warm evening buddies!!!
        I wish you all a very happy friendship day....
Many among us try to define the friendship and its meaning but..can we define it completely., well my answer would be NO 'coz we never know when it touches our soul, when does our hearts experience the wings in their companion..it's all the divine thing and the miracle that happens in our life.
      Few relations leave memories in the name of friendship which silently mean that at every moment of life am with you in ur heart..memories are the way of holding onto the things we love n the things which we never want to loose.we need not share everything and stay with them forever to b the world's greatest friends even a simple smile and the feeling of missing them in the garden of hearts filled with roses can nevr be weighed. things changes ....time slips away..people forget...but remember the belongingness nevr ends a single second is enough to change the rhythm of true heart.
 Never say hai....if you really mean goodbye....
when u mean forever...then atleast try to be...
Never hod the hand if you gonna leave it someday rather hold the relation with memories...
Though i live apart from you all.....always remember you hold a piece of my heart that sounds ua name in the form of heart beat.For all that you were and for all that you will be..i THANK all of u my dear pals. The wet eyes and the tissue in my hands simply say I MISS YOU ALL IDIOTS...
    & finally never hate anyone....love them n also the mistakes....never be too busy with life...coz the person unseen by you standing behind you for ur arms to surround and waiting for your words "I NEED YOU"..WILL YOU SAY THE SAME....????

regards
 

Thursday 4 August 2011

the unwrapped gift of my life...

Good Evening !!!
Today's post is a outcome of the experience. I thought to share with you at this cool time when the droplets falling through the glass of my windows, which evoked the previous reminiscences.
Everyone will be blissed when we receive gifts from our near & dear, few of those touches our hearts and become the pridest possessions, what ever it could be either the person or the things, they are just the collection of memories. Let me tell you about the gift which I've received from the MIGHTY and do you know!! the gift was friendship wrapped with broken trust, broken hearts, misunderstandings, hatred etc..which melted the the beautiful gift "friendship" inside. I was lucky to know the gift inside the box was friendship but i am really unlucky at the same time 'coz i was blind to know that it was packed differently, May be the excitement & the happiness of getting the gift made me blind. To gain that friendship i lost myself and in the process of gaining that i learnt "life".
when i started wrapping the biggest gift that changed my life, my well wishers told not to open it., but i haven't listened to them, i thought i could unwrap it with my love , care, concerns but i was defeated by hatred, gossips & ego's ....but this was the only defeat which made me happy. The simple conversation between two people just for fun or to pass time becomes a curse to others. i always remember the words of my teacher " low people gossip and talk about the people ". Gossipping may be fun to the one who gossip but it effects in such a way that one's heart completely breaks and we can never get back the lost trust and belief, even the showering eyes cant change the situation. The truth can never be hidden & the lie comforted with love cant hide too longer, same thing happened with me. How can we gossip about the one who are our world. The first and foremost thing is to have is trust and belief, if that is melted iam sure we can gain it again.
The pain when we hear that our near ones gossip about us can never be explained. I tried to unwrap the beautiful gift by then i’ve knowm that the friendship inside was melted and can never made complete. I am defeated but that defeat taught me the life, relationships and even the strength of gosspis and ego and their efffects.
Whats the use of heart
when our heart gets broken
Whats the point of feeling                                  
when some one hates you for that
Whats the use of speech
if you can never speak to me
Whats the use of friendship
when someone doesnt deserve it.

Tuesday 26 July 2011

will life be the same forever???

A few minutes of silence will be unbearable when we are happy at the same time chill outs, laughter irritates us at the time of distress, only eyes speak at that moment rather than the words. when we question " will life be the same forever??" the ans we hear is no...,in case of a person who knows the importance of darkness and also the light together....& we may hear the ans "yes" who cant enjoy the flavour of hard times....remember the old saying "karma" always lies at the tip of the mouth of the persons who say that, "life will be same forever".
       Changes are quite common in life at times take they place in our life such that the outcome of such situations makes us distress whatever that could be may be career, relationships, breakup's and also the winnings. u might be wondering how does winnings makes us distress well winning doesn't mean achieving the things dreamt by others for you, its stepping forward towards the goal which we feel.
    At times empty pockets bothers a lot..who knows those empty pockets may turn heavy. The hopeless walks may change into the walk which shows the path for hundred of people. Empty wallet turns to be full with cards and seven figured salary in oua hands per month. The lonely walks in the race of achieving goals are always the most cherished moments of life.
    The watering mouths wen u pass by the MCDONALD'S ...but cannot enjoy that fun just bcoz of empty pockets may change to the time wen we celebrate together with all the fun and happiness.The laughter which irritates becomes the most lovable asset. to achieve all these being quite and feeling for things that had happened in past doesn't change the state its hard work and passion works out. Not only being in the race is enough, desire to touch the extreme point is all needed.
  My fav quote "if we cant expect the ray of light after the tunnel then the journey of life will not be interesting". Hope is all needed not only hope we need to be passionate we may b late in achieving the goals but never get tried in working for that. Tough times never last but tough people do.
  Nobody is a total failure if they dare to try to do something worthwhile and remember its impossible to fail totally if we dare to try.

Thursday 14 July 2011

will you be my friend again ???

I am sorry that i hurt you.....you were my best friend
I still cant believe that i missed you.
I owe an apology and n i feel this is the right time..
I just wanna say sorry but...hurting you was my crime
I never wanted to let you go..but it happened
I feel i was crazy at the time i said i don't need you
I didn't had the intention of hurting you...
But all the things I though went wrong..
Though my heart was telling me...
But my mind didn't..
A deep incomplete feeling hits my heart wen i am alone
I want you back my dear..!!!
I just wanna let you know that 
I still love you and your friendship
           All i need is another chance for life time happiness will you???

anusha

Saturday 9 July 2011

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hmm...u might be eager to know what actually changes...here it is...
nevr break ua promises
       finally after the dialogue goodbye....or just before the time u spell it...little changes takes place in life, some one else enter into our life..knowingly or unknowingly we keep sharing everything with the new friend, the intention behind ova sharing might be to get back the one we are loosing, but we will be unaware that we are choosing the untrodden way.
       meanwhile the fight for real life begins, career plays a crucial role..all other things even the relations seems to be so simple and less important, it becomes easy to let go...not by everyone but max of the people do the same.
      During the first few days and weeks we exchange our words and take promises to be together forever..what ever may happen you decide to stay but when the actual time comes are we with our word..are we with the same feeling when we gave a promise?? why does the one we like the most becomes the most hatred one ??
    why does we forget the things shared and the care concern shown..and just simply remember the small hurting and pains. Is the pain more important than a person???
  why does the one who understands our silence in the beginning misunderstands our silence by the end...one who waits for our buzz's...simply says "cant you wait for few mins" simple things but weighs a lot as its all the matter of heart.
   Instead of ameliorating we just say " y don't u understand"...,just think instead of saying thz if we can tell the situation n share everything will go cool.the words "i like you" gets transformed to "i hate you"..but i don't understand one thing when we like someone so deeply..then what could be there to hate....r we liking them partially ??
   the reasons may be many but we can never get the comfort n joyness of being together...friend or friendship doesn't change..its the thoughts that changes.., even in the constant changing the one who can maintain the perfect relation can achieve high place in others heart. some times in life we find a special friend, someone who changes our life just by being a part of our life..someone who makes our smile changes to laugh ...always have one such..don't bend for situations..tey come and go ..but friends do stay forever.
its time for me to sign off now...goodnight buddies :)

regards,
anusha

Friday 8 July 2011

→d●€§ @ fr!€ñd ċĦ@ñġ€ or fr!€ñd§Ħ!ρ ċĦ@ñġ€§zz???←웃•

the best quote i read today was 
           " life is not measured by the no:of breaths we take but by the no:of moments that take away our breath"..one should be so lucky to have such.,apart from being lucky he/she should have great people as their friends...no..no..should have people who make u feel great with their presence.Today's post is an outcome of few thoughts when Ive read the above quote.
              I may be lucky to say that i have such kin of moments & people who made me feel great..at the same time i may not step back to say that "i had such"...,their memories take away my breath for a second n also the feeling of missing them....to b true not the person..but their way towards me.
            friendship can be compared with humans life, well let me make it a bit clear..when we born, we doesn't know anything except some one is waiting for us the same way when friendship Born's between two hearts we may not know anything expect the " » ƒєєℓιηg тσ вє тσgєтнєя « ".....,isn't this feeling is enough to have the one who can take away our breath, n to make us smile.
       see how a friend changes...no no..friendship changes...no no...then what changes????
вєgιηηιηg ∂αソѕ σƒ α яєℓαTιση ......
          we respect each and every other, if the person is new to you or if he/she is elder to you...however this doesn't happens in case if we are in the same age group.
αƒtєя ƒєω ∂αソѕ........
         we feel very lucky to have such a friend and our heart doesn't stops us from telling this. if at all we meet the other through online...slowly friendship builds..heart forces to exchange the numbers and hands doesn't go off the keyboard...later the keyboard gets shifted to keypad....the respect changes to kidding's. every silly thing becomes so important to share, we never know the time.., we loose our self in conversations.
αƒtєя ƒєω ωєєкѕ.......
        we simply avoid the schedules...daily life changes..mobile becomes the most important gadget..n worry about the battery ha ha...no need to share about it.we feel or's is the best relation in the world...,ova confidence rises above 100%..,we believe our friend more than our self...a feeling of possessiveness arises...here enters the vilan in the story in the name of "EGO".
tнє ѕtσяソ αƒtєя t єηtяソ σƒ νιℓαη......
        till then one who believes you start enquiring about us and unfortunately we get to know this...every small thing creates a confusion if at all we get busy foe a while and avoid the keypad....the first message that appears on the mobile " мy ηαмє ιѕ...ρℓz ∂σ ѕραяє tιмє 4 ƒяη∂z"......again we hear the beep to see "ιѕ єνяytнηg к ωιtн yσυ"...fingers restrict us at thz moment to reply..thz happens only in the first few days then......"∂αмη..υνє ¢нαηgє∂ α ℓσt"...n even..."∂σ υ яємвя мє"..at this stage also a sort of belongingness do exist....and finally the cake will be ready with all the cream but just we cant taste n njoy its flavours....our eyes may not stop us from seeing • » ιtѕ αℓℓ σνα ..tнєrz ηтнg ℓιк ƒη∂ѕнρ..gσσ∂  вソє « •........
        what happens next.....wait for the next post ..to know who changes really is it a friend or friendship or..????

Wednesday 6 July 2011

°ღ•╰» ♥♥тнє ∂αŶѕ ωιтн нєя ωєη мŶ нєαят єχρєяιєη¢є∂ ωιηĞѕ♡.♥.♡•٠·˙

Anu is back again to make you all experience my beautiful feels..which you might have gone through in your life or if not you may experience such feelings. Before sharing let me thank you all guys for the feedback on my blog ..with that spirit Am back with my feels about one girl who made my days colourful n quite exciting.
       have you ever gone out for a walk holding the hand of your loved n dearest friend, at the time when all the stars and moon gaze at you...♥♥♥ ..cool breeze hitting your heart in the form of her words.., and feeling the warmth of her friendship the way she holds you....isn't it awesome to have one such...and i feel great to say i have one such just becoz of her.
      a true friend is one who warms us with their presence and trusts you with their secrets..& she did the same ..shared each and everything with me when i was with her..seems to be funny but i gotta share you something hea about one such..at a point of time we quarrelled like children..the reason u Can Neva expect ..i wanted her to see my message box and she even...oua relation is one such, we never wanted the things to be hidden...the quality of perfect relationship ♥.
♥..my little heart..
   when things went wrong, i used to sit at a place staring into the sky with tears rolling out my eyes none of them known my hurting except her, she shared the place beside me and even my tears...she spread her laps for me to lay on..the best moments we ever had.., she was the one who could feel my hungriness and fed me which remembered my mom, my smile and tears reflected on her face..she waked me up to take the first bday wish...i loved her for love towards me n the trust she holds for me....
   every little thing seems to be most important when u share it with the dearest one, we enjoyed the full moons and also the half....simple things became the most enjoyable memories...one such is "ѕιρριηg яαѕηα", it  may be crazy at the glance of this phrase..but i laugh out larger wen i read it coz we know the happiness of sharing together.
u & me together..
    when i was relocating to the place where i met her, i  Neva expected that she would b the best part of my life....in my heart ♥ I'll always love you nammu and the memories remains forever...i may not step back to say that u r my most beautiful gift....its me signing off for now...anu loves you dil se..

☺ anusha ☺